an accidental heart grace

In approximately 12 hours time it will be exactly 12 months since my former life fell to pieces.
There are no more tears to shed, and no sadness other than in the fact of knowing that sometimes
my own brain can be a bigger bitch than my heart ever was. Good night now.20120501-231214.jpg

it’s always sunny in…

…pictures from earlier today. Love the spring and love the crisp freshness of everything.
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These few days off have been quite crazy. Fun too obviously, but now I feel like really taking care of myself. What’s important to me, what makes me feel good? The rest I don’t really care too much. I’ll clean up my own soft ware and reboot.

”tales of a librarian…”

Lying on my sofa listening to Tori Amos and it feels like it’s healing my soul or something like that. Warmth from within. Hurt and joy, but above all some kind of power. Makes you feel like whatever happens, she has a song that suits the situation, and somehow it will help you overcome it. How does it happen that I from the to time stop listening to he music? How can I allow it when I know what it means? Her songs have been with me for over 10 years now. Angels. Scarlet’s Walk. Jackie’s Strenght. Concertina. Little Earthquakes. Rasberry Swirl. Crucify. Past the Mission. Playboy Mommy.

Never-ending-collection-of-love. It’s above everything.

a sorta fairytale

The gym was closed and the sun was shining. So I had no other option then laying down on the table under the bluest sky I spend some hours next to Majd and Christian, just talking. Got the laundry done as well and now I’m listening to good music. Like a fairytale.

just what I wanted

Had an awesome time  with my girls tonight! Barbecue on the yard, some chillin’ at my place and then after they left I headed down to Chrilles place for a little after party with my dear neighbors. Best place to live at ever? Our dear Läkar’n of course! ;)

Now I’m gonna snuggle up in bed with my cookie jar and watch a silly movie or something before going to sleep. Tomorrow another day awaits and I’ve got lots of plans, just a usual…  Sara, Charlotte and Jenny by the grill (a grill that me and Jenny built tonight!) Girlpower for real ♥